My Stepfather’s Secret Route

I can still see him.

Every morning—rain or shine, even when the temperature dipped below freezing and the streets were hushed under a blanket of snow—there was Patrick, my stepfather, pedaling his slightly-too-big bicycle down the block. He was seventy years old, maybe older, bundled in layers, balancing a canvas bag full of newspapers.

He was still a paperboy.

And I was ashamed.

Not because there’s anything wrong with delivering newspapers. There isn’t. But because of what it said about him—and, if I was honest, what I feared it said about me. I worked in corporate finance. I lived in a nice apartment in the city. When coworkers asked what my parents did, I muttered something vague about “retired” and quickly changed the subject.

Seventy years old, tossing papers onto wet lawns before sunrise—it felt like a quiet failure. Like I hadn’t succeeded enough to give him a different ending.

Patrick never let on that he noticed my discomfort. He’d just smile gently and say, “It’s the morning air, Alistair. Keeps the rust off.” But I saw the truth anyway—the way he favored his left knee when he dismounted, the brief grimace he hid climbing the front steps. It was hard on him. Too hard.

I tried everything to get him to stop. I offered to cover his bills. Suggested hobbies. Bought him an absurdly expensive electric bike, which he thanked me for and parked permanently in the garage. He always said the same thing.

“The route’s my responsibility.”

To me, it was just a paper route. A small, stubborn thing that defined the limits of his retirement.

Then, six months ago, the inevitable happened.

He was halfway through the Sunday delivery—the heaviest edition—when he suffered a heart attack. Sudden. Swift. He went down on the curb of Maple Street, one hand resting on the bundle of papers, the other clutching his chest.

The funeral was small. Quiet. Just like Patrick.

Neighbors. A few of my mother’s old friends. Me.

We were standing around awkwardly when a man in a crisp, slightly too-new suit walked in. He looked out of place—not grieving, exactly. More official. After the service, he came straight to me.

Mr. Hayes?” he asked, extending a manicured hand. “Martin O’Connell. I was Patrick’s manager at the Town Herald.”

I thanked him, surprised he’d even come. “He was very dedicated.”

Martin hesitated, then leaned in and lowered his voice. “Alistair… Patrick never actually worked for the Town Herald.”

My stomach tightened. “What do you mean? I saw him leave every morning. He got a weekly check.”

“Yes. An expense allowance. I wrote it myself,” Martin said. “The paperboy routine—the bike, the early hours—was a cover. A twenty-year one.”

He slipped a heavy business card into my hand. No logo. Just a phone number and two initials: C.B.

“He asked me to give you this after the funeral,” Martin continued. “If you ever needed answers.”

“Answers to what?” I asked.

“To who Patrick really was.”

I drove home in a daze, the card burning in my pocket. The house felt hollow without him. My mother had passed years ago. Now it was just me and questions I’d never thought to ask.

The next morning, I called the number.

“C.B.,” a calm voice answered.

“My name is Alistair Hayes,” I said. “My stepfather… Patrick Hayes.”

There was a pause. Then the voice softened.

“Please come in. He was… a legend here.”

The office was in an unremarkable downtown building—easy to miss. Inside, the security was anything but. I was led to a conference room where a woman named Catherine waited.

She didn’t waste time.

Patrick, she explained, had worked in high-level government intelligence for decades—financial forensics, digital ghosting, tracking illicit money across continents. He could unravel shell companies and invisible transactions from scraps of data.

They called him the Ghost Finder.

The paper route wasn’t a disguise, she said. It was operational genius. It put him on the streets at odd hours, gave him access to conversations, routines, patterns. Some customers were contacts. Some were assets. Sometimes the newspapers carried more than headlines—microdots, encrypted drives, coded messages hidden in plain sight.

“He helped dismantle an international crime ring two years ago,” Catherine said. “All because he noticed a single recurring payment that didn’t make sense.”